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A new day…kinda pleasant weather..and some new thoughts. Its been quite a time getting threat frm frenz that the blog is getting too personal…lol…. What the fuckkk…who cares... why is everyone so concerned ‘bout every damn thing in life… errrrr…am I goin off-topic????…I just hate the fact that I’m an ardent follower (rather a part, to say) of the same old conventional mindset that today I’m taking a break…but I can’t explain how I feel. Words fail me sometimes. I have read almost everyone from my vocab practice sheet, but I still have trouble making them come when I want them to..funny na…blame my poor retention. :) :D

Right now I want a word that describes the feeling you get – a cold, liberating feeling deep down inside- when u know u r free from everything…at least for a while. What is the word for that feeling? For knowledge and fear and excellence all mixed together?? Any?

Well havta leave now….just had a echo in mind that xamz r up...will try to continue this some other time….and yeah …may be with something of social concern :P